Music Is Healing

Most of my life has been an openbook because I'm not the type of person to keep secrets and hide what happens in my life but I recently had to learn the tough way that some things in life you need to keep to yourself.

I say this because I just realised that had I kept my life to myself I would not have to explain to all these people why I am going though what I am going through right now,i know alot of people will say that I'm attracting the bad that happens to me by saying this but every March since 2006 has been the same for me,hurdles,dodgying bullets and being at a low but this year I must say it really hit me below the belt and by that i mean in all aspects of my life.

I've always thought I'm a strong woman that could take whatever came her way and even dubbed myself SUPERWOMAN but in the past few days I realised that SUPERWOMAN is also human and that all that time spent trying to fix others problems and not mine has not helped me in anyway!!

now I need to soldier on and like yolanda Adams song THE BATTLE IS THE LORDS says:

There is no pain Jesus can't feel
No hurt He can not heal
All things work according to His perfect will
No matter what you're going through
Remember God is using You
For the battle is not yours
It's the Lord's


and Whitney Houston also says

Lost touch with my soul
I had no where to turn
I had no where to go
Lost sight of my dream,
Thought it would be the end of me
I thought I’d never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to,
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

These 2 very extreme women are the reason I've decided to getup and face the world because they made me realise that I'm not the only one who goes through hardship,that i shudn't throw in in the towel just yet and that like my favourite book in the world says in Phillipians 4vs13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!!

Hope I've also inspired you if you going through any hardship and that you'll be able to get out of that dark cloud you in and force the sun to come out, I just have and I know I'm going to be okay!!

The Hustle waits for no one...GET UP OFF YOUR BEHIND and do something I just did!!